i've to tell myself the tuth ...

it's like right now my life is so empty..like anything cannot be fulfilled

i'm not talking just about my drawimg ability , ..... God only know wht's goin on ... right???


i've just bought CG PAINTING 2 ...... god damn surprise!!!!!
they're Brilliant!!!! n genious n...etc. i dunno wht to say

they got like plenty of talant

how can i just be like them ???

i'm not creative enogh to do this kind of work like my parents said

POOR ME 55+

only hope that i'm gnna improove myself one day

anyway..the watcher who visit my deviantart has so little ...i know that my work is unacceptable yet....

i have only wabi sabi ways (which is my only 1 friend in this site n one who always encourage me) to give me comments

thx a lot na ><

if i was good as u ....my view would be increased